the-elm's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Moonshine It has been a rather strange few days. Yesterday, out of the blue, I got a piercing pain in my lower abdomen on the right. So bad I couldn't walk, couldn't move, couldn't do anything but cry like a baby so I was taken to the ER. It took them the rest of the night and most of the day to decide what it was - appendicitis. Except then I decided to get a second opinion, and he told me to go home and chill out. How convenient. Anyway, I've been sitting at home for the last 5 days, doing nothing except eating and facebooking excessively. Also, today, JS calls, loses his shit and tells me he's disappearing for a few days. Again, how convenient. It's been 4 years, and now I'm finally getting sick of it, but in a rational, adult manner and not the weepy "why doesn't he love me??" kind of way. I'm 20, I'm an adult. Why can't he be one? And if he isn't, well then maybe this is my opportunity to teach him a thing or two. Well anyhow, I'm going to seize this opportunity to consider my options. Someone asked me out the other day, and though it was predictable, it still took me by surprise. Kind of cheered me up to be honest, I'm not old and haggard yet :p The weather is beautiful, the smell of rain is lingering in the air and it's just the right amount of cold. The sky is cloudy, but the moon is bright. Good weather always cheers me up. Even on shitty days such as today. 9:28 p.m. - 2009-02-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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