the-elm's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- STOP I wish I was dead. I wish I was dead. Yeah okay, so maybe I sound like I'm 14 again. But my life sucks. No matter what I do, I get it wrong. I tell the truth, and I'm a liar. I say sorry, but I'm obstinate. I try harder, but I'm not making any effort. I reach out, but no one seems to be there. I guess in a way it's better just not to expect anything from anyone. No one will ever understand my problems, but they can't because you'd have to be in my shoes to ever understand.. I just feel so alone. I'm surrounded by SO many people, but I feel so alone. I don't know, it's just not fair. Or maybe it is. I guess I deserve this. I feel so trapped.. Does anybody care? I really don't think so. I don't even care anymore. I just want to stop. I want to wake up one day to find I'm not me anymore.. Or maybe just to not wake up at all. Nothing feels so apt right now. I could fit perfectly into nothingness... I need to get away. Far far away... 2:24 p.m. - 2007-06-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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