the-elm's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Letter to God Dear god, Why am I so socially inept? I think I make it very easy for people to hate me, specially the ones I care about the most. Sometimes I really wish that life would fast forward to a year later, so that I can be far, FAR away from everyone I care about. At least that way I won't have to worry about things like this. I've been sneezing a lot lately. Luckily it hasn't gotten to the point where I spray snot all over myself and other people. It's probably the weird weather, but I could be wrong. Today we all went to Mehr's house, where we tried to get some work done for YLES. That ALMOST felt productive. Everyone else has submitted their LUMS application though, but me being the idiot that I am waited aroud till the last minute and now the friggin' website won't open. This is really unfair. If it were up to me, then I would be done. No one has time for me. Do I sound like a little, whiney child? I feel like that a lot.. Little things make me cry. I've become very emotionally instable lately. Even as I type this tears well up in my eyes. Do I sound crazy? I hate my life. No joke. Well anyway. Enough ranting for now. It's not even helping anyway. Lord, please make better days. -Me. 11:15 p.m. - 2007-02-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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