the-elm's Diaryland Diary

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sadness

we promised the world we'd tame it... what were we hoping for...

and so maybe it was foolishness on my part.. maybe i am a fool to dream and hope.. but can i not want a little something of my own? is it such a crime? i suppose it is to you..

everything's spinning out of control.. where did i go wrong? i tried to hard this time round. but it wasn't enough.. will it ever be? i guess not. time passes by ever so slowly.. i pray for death every second, every minute, every day. i've tried everything.. but i suppose the good Lord has other plans in mind. heheh, Fate's a cruel mistress. and trying to tempt her is of no use, unless you want to have it all come back and bite you in the ass.

is it just me? am i the only one? won't anyone ever be able to help me or to understand? will i ever get what i want? will i ever be free?

maybe not afterall..

9:16 p.m. - 2006-05-17

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