the-elm's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- argh ever felt like you're going to suffocate? like the walls are caving in and there's no way out. like you're all alone even though you have so many people who'd be happy to help. even though you have everything anyone could've asked for, you still have nothing.. i do. and i don't even know why. i have little reason to feel this way, and i feel like i'm ungrateful. "failure" that word rings in my head.. again and again. they meant it, even though later they glazed it over, like they always do. and they're right.. i'm nothing more than a disappointment. how ironic. coming from the girl named success. HAH. life is cruel. i know this is just another teen-angsty entry. but it's MY catharsis. and God knows i need it bad. well, for now i'll have to settle for chewing all my tension out with chewing gum. (fuck you, slut. maybe i know what this is about afterall :p) 7:12 p.m. - 2006-03-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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